My long autobiography is for the purpose of your understanding. I’m Bob Hall and at 72 have written and published 14 manuscripts. These are a result of 15 years studying “A Course In Miracles” by Helen Schuman. 21 years ago, a tragedy of immense proportions descended on our family. Mary Jo and I had been married for 20 years and were loving every moment of a second honeymoon on our first cruise. We were dancing when she died. She was only 43 and enjoyed excellent health except for a sudden and unusual leg pain. The compression and decompression of the aircraft caused a blood clot to break loose and enter her heart. The love of my life and best friend died instantly. I entered into a surreal state of unfathomable dis-belief and my mind was experiencing insanity trying to understand what it was witnessing. After several moments my nervous system completely shut down and the next memory was awakening in an empty cabin. My writings are for the sole purpose of offering comfort and peace to those experiencing the “dark night of the soul”, a depression so horribly deep that suicide is a continual nagging thought. My advice to all suffering from depression is to keep busy, exercise and do whatever you enjoy. Inactivity and dwelling on the perceived loss while listening to platitudes about God does not help, the pain is too intense. Also, when thinking of past mistakes or worrying about the future you're depriving yourself of the peace obtained from talking to God now, live in the moment. When considering these extreme and painful times, the results were days, weeks, and months of spiritual growth which continues to this very day. Honestly examining your own past may have you arriving at similar conclusions. Religion is for those afraid of going to hell, spirituality is for those who have been there, i.e., the “dark night of the soul.” I’m the latter. My 14 manuscripts explain in great detail the paranormal experiences and dreams which others and I have witnessed, thus proving the existence of God. 

17 years ago, after awakening from an unremembered dream about Mary Jo, I immediately wrote the following in only 20 minutes. The words flowed without thinking and were the beginning of my writing journey. “What if I told you? What if I told you Love is not an emotion but a Force? What if I told you, God Is? What if I told you nothing can affect Reality and nothing unreal exists, therein lies the peace of God? What if I told you there is no hell, only Heaven? What if I told you, you make your own hell? What if I told you all you see is an illusion, compared to the Reality of Heaven? What if I told you death is an illusion, you live forever? What if I told you God does not forgive because He sees nothing to forgive? What If I told you if God made anything imperfect, He would no longer be perfect, therefore you are perfect and have simply forgotten. What if I told you, you are dreaming in Heaven and in a cosmic moment God will awaken you? What if I told you as you forgive others you are actually forgiving yourself for the unconscious belief that you’ve permanently separated yourself from God? What if I told you as you help you are helped, as you give you are given too, and as you love you are loved? What if I told you, the experience of pain is to teach what you do not want? What if I told you none of your actions offend God because you are merely dreaming? What if I told you Spirit heals your mind and mind heals your body? What if I told you, you need no one to make you whole because you are whole? What if I told you we are all brothers and sisters, we are One? What if I told you, you are Love, because you were made by Love? What if I told you, you are forever the Divine Effect from Divine Source? What if I told you, you are infinitely powerful and forever loved? What if I told you, you are part of the Mind of God and never forgotten? What if I told you, Heaven would not be complete without you? Would you forgive and believe? Read that again." These writings are miracles because they agree perfectly with the doctrines taught in ACIM and were written before I was even aware of the manuscript's existence. These spiritual insights came from Mary Jo; there is no other possible explanation.

If you believe in God, great. If not, great also. Whatever offers a growing peace of mind is your correct path. We are all bipolar, our right mind is based on spirit and love. Our wrong mind is based on ego and its bizarre subconscious fear of God. This is our ego's insane lie to keep us from our true enemy which is ourselves. Hell, and Satan do not exist. This egoistic tactic also places the enemy “out there”. Our ego is like an onion, when peeling away a layer it still looks and smells like an onion. After the final layer is gone, so is the onion. And so it is with our ego, every time we forgive, we're permanently eliminating a layer. Eventually the last layer will be gone, our ego will vanish into the nothingness from which it came, and we'll awaken in the Heaven we've never left. Jesus's name is not Jesus Christ; it's Jesus of Nazareth. He’s the first to perfectly understand his Oneness with Christ. Some of his last statements before death was, "Father, forgive them for they know not what they do." He said this to put into the collective human consciousness the critical importance of forgiveness. Sin means wrongdoing and the human race certainly does that to one another 24/7, resulting in only hurting ourselves. Also, the Bible goes on and on about the extreme jealousy of God. Let me ask you a question. The Source of all life made neutrinos, neutrons, protons, and electrons. He designed recurring and changing inorganic and organic molecules, amino acids and all the forces that regulate life. God made rivers, lakes, oceans, forests, mountains, skies, worlds, suns, stars, galaxies, and universes. Who exactly would God be jealous of? You? Me? The Beatles? Oh, I got it, must be Elvis. 

Logic beautifully explains in my writings why life outside of Heaven is impossible. You'll learn this is not conjecture or belief but a proven fact, only you would believe otherwise. Time and death are illusions; we live forever in an eternity far beyond time. My writings also explain why we are limited human beings awakening to the undisputed truth that we're all unlimited Christ Beings. God Wills this to occur and thankfully His Will is all there is. We’re destined to be Co-Creators with God and will be taught all God knows, which is everything. Forever is calling us Home to a glory beyond comprehension because God Is. Bob

P.S. The reason for mentioning the same thoroughly researched facts concerning cancer in several descriptions was to hopefully prevent others from experiencing needless suffering. Chemotherapy is 97% ineffective, quite simply it does not work. Holistic medicine is a viable and effective alternative. Bob